Of Massages and Moods...

I got my massage last night... Wound up feeling about 150% better. *giggle* Also remembered a couple of things that reminded me of just how wonderful it is to be a vampiress. Particularly one who has the good fortune of being married to CBK and... er right, enough on that.

Moving along... I am not sure just what has gotten into me lately. Probably the whole hormonal thing. It feels really odd after all these years of being... well, a vamp. I guess I am rather used to knowing what to expect from my body, what my requirements and limitations are. Now though, at times I seem to have insane amounts of energy when I should be passing out from exhaustion. Or else I feel worn out simply from sitting at my desk a couple of hours.

Then there is the whole "evening sickness" thing. Yeah. Not going there.

Cannot say my current task is helping my mood either. I am sitting here penning a letter of gratitude to my former guardian, Audric. There is a great deal of history there-- pride, lies and love-- all the things that make unlife fun... So it behooves me to write such a thing, however my upbringing is such that I feel it necessary. The real problem, aside from swallowing my gall, is that I know Audric seeks reconciliation and that... concerns me on several levels.


minor ooc note: this post looked soooo much better with the yahell smileys. trying to figure out an easy way to stick them here too. ha... the joys of dual-blogging.